based on the above, I just realized something earl...

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based on the above, I just realized something earlier tonight, I also used to be all over the place with things that I liked contributing, I made some youtube videos about android and kotlin and got very little in return but kept doing it, at some point I started caring way more about benefiting myself instead of others because i saw how much i lacked and now i got way more hungry for my own benefit instead, I havent been able to make 1 video since but I’ve only now realized why I couldn’t get myself to sacrifice personal learning time like i used to, I wanted to be seen, now I just want to learn